Alright...!! Here is some simple information about yours truly.
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My nickname is Sars, because my name is Sarah and it was Sar. But my roommate loving dubbed my Sars, calling me her "make-out" disease, or MOD. She's very straight, mind you. My nickname has nothing to do with the actual disease SARS. Jenny messed up one day and called me Sars... Then she realized what she said and "Sars" just kind of stuck with me. I'm a disease. I plague your life, apparently. Most people don't seem to mind though. I'm a simple person, unless you mess with my friends or those I love, then I become a very complex pain in the ass. I'm pretty open to the world, because I've been surrounded by the closeminded for far too long. My town was daft enough to refer to me as "Gothic". Who did they think they were fooling? My highschool was filled with mindless followers of "What's cool on MTV this week." I went back Summer 2004, and Mr. Fields, my Chemistry teacher, (who disliked pretty much everyone except me and 3 other people because we were mature and worked and got straight A's and plus I helped everyone), asked me "Why in the hell would you want to come back to this school after the way everyone treated you? I know the things they said, the way they acted towards you. The things you put up with that you didn't deserve. But even though they tormented you, if they asked for your help or advice, you'd give them the help/advice that they needed. No matter what they did to you. Why?" Well, the reason was simple... They are stupid and can say whatever about me that they wish, but who am I to deny them help if they need it? I should have... But I never did. Not because I"m a pushover... But because I have compassion, empathy, and strength... All the things that they lacked. Unlike my personality, my hair changes colors at least every two months. I am, however, a ditzy blonde under all the dye. I've had my hair black, blonde, strawberry blonde, bright auburn, black, brown, Hot Red, Plum, Dark Cherry, various colors and shades of bright red and orange, as well as numerous shades of pink. Pink and Blonde are, by far, the best colors I've ever used in my hair. I use the Manic Panic for short lasting dye jobs, as well as Raw Color for the shorter dying jobs. Manic Panic is better then Raw Color, but the BEST and Safest hair dye I've used is made by Jerome Russel. I write a lot, but it isn't all that good, and I love to read others writings. I mostly wrote poetry, but now I write more of short comparison rants and analysis pieces. I'm not vain, though sometimes it may seem so. When I actually think I look pretty, I'll tell you, but I usually believe I look pretty blah compared to the rest of the world. I was excited when I was in the top 10 on here... Not because it means peopel were telling me I was pretty, but because it opened the opportunity to make new friends. I am a very In-Your-Face, Tell-It-Like-It-Is, Fuck-Off-If-You-Don't-Like-It, type of girl. Sometimes I come off the wrong way, because I confuse myself, and what I am meaning to say, gets all fuckered up. If there are ever any questions over something I said, just ask me. But if you get rude about it, I'll get rude right back. I usually end up feeling bad and trying to end it. That often doesn't work, so I just have to ignore the people. But you'll have that...! Sometimes I make absolutly no sense when I talk to you. That does have a reason. I'm ADHD, so sometimes my thoughts jump around. Also, if you catch me at night after I have taken my medicine and been up for a little while after taking them, they've started to fry my little brain. They are the kind designed to slow your adrenaline down, making you tired. So yeah, you'll have that! And as far as love goes, I had it once, and expect to never have it again. (Looking back on this now, it sounds all kinda of wrong). What I mean, is I don't see myself allowing myself to fall in love, not to the point at which I was before. At least not in the near future... But I might! My soul aches for someone I can never have. My love life is like, a bad soap opera... Worse then Passions if that is possible. So forgive me if I'm pessimistic about love at times, I try not to be. But I talked with the guy, (because he's my best friend and knows me all too well) and I think now it will be easier to get, not over him, but past him. I suppose I should put something witty in here, but maybe the time for that will come later. I'm always here to help, all I ask in return is to not be used. I talk about psychology related issues a lot, because I'm going to be a psychologist. I've worked for a psychiatrist since I was 15, so I've heard it all. From mentally retarded disabilities, to mental health disabilities, I'll talk to you if no one else will. I'm in no position to judge anyone, 'cause Lord knows I'm not perfect. So yeah, that's me, I guess... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
| And if you'd like to talk shit to me about self-injury, take a trip to my website before you accuse me of shit. Just click on the S.I. link ~Sars |
| Acting, animals, art, asthma, band, bang bang you're dead, basketball, biology, bisexual, black, red, pink, hair dye, blood, borderline personality, boyfriend, boys, candy, carebears, cars, cartoons, cats, Celtic, cheerleading, chemistry, chocolate, clubs, college, compassion, computers, debate, depression, destruction, disorders, doctor, drawing, dreams, Edgar Allen Poe, fashion, fighting, fights, fishnets, food, friends, friendship, fun, games, girls, god, goddess, gothic, goth, government, happiness, hate, help, helping others, horror and suspense movies, hurt, jewelry, kids, leather, little shop of horrors, love, manic depressives, marching band, masochism, medicine, mental illness, mentally disabled, New Orleans and New York City. plays, poems, poetry, politics, protest, reptiles, research, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Little Shop Of Horrors, The Princess Bride, The Lost Boys, musicals and plays. sadism, sadomasochism, , school, self injury, self mutilation, Shakespeare, skater, snakes, softball, spiders, spikes, sports, , torture, tragedy, trust, violence, war, Agnostic, atheist, Christianity, pagan, Wicca, basically just religion in general! Witchcraft, Tarot, Runes, Astral Projection. WWE (World Wrestling Entertainment) SQUIRRELS! The only thing I learned at college was that I love squirrels. Foamy is the shit, by the by; they are just... cute and stuff. |
| Jerks, the close-minded, smoking (i have asthma! But I can deal with it as long as you aren't blowing it in my face), drunks, drug addicts, cheaters, morons, self-involved jerks, insomnia, being sick (cause i always am), no air conditioning in the dorm room, acne, JOHN KERRY, people who watch The Passion of Christ and talk shit about it - (Believe In God or not, believe in Jesus as the Messiah or not... He was a real man, and he did go through all of that pain and agony), murders, child molesters, pedophiles, child abusers, womanizers, hardcore feminists, GLBT people who are stuck up to anyone who isn't GLBT, Some WHITE Baptists, Math, KSU's Death Center, Doctors who are too big for their briches, Nurses who don't care about the patients, Abortion (I understand some people getting them and all, I just have my own set of disliking reasons), Weapons of mass destruction, people who call *me* ignorant because of my beliefs, the ICU unit at hospitals, people who are bad to their parents or kids or animals... I dislike many things.... You'll know if there is something I don't like though, I'll tell you! |
| David Allen Coe, Lonestar, Garth Brooks, Guns N Roses, AC/DC, Twisted Sister, AFI, Linkin Park, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Jack Off Jill, Eminem, Korn, Metallica, Switchblade Symphony, Evanescence, Disturbed, Avril, Three Days Grace, Darby Refuge, Kittie, Tayna Tucker, The Monkees, The Beatles, Three Dog Night, Disturbed, Eminem, Backstreet Boys, N'Sync, Mozart, Charlie Daniels Band, Hank Williams Jr., John Cena(lol), Wakefield, Will Smith, Manson, Hack, Jimmy Buffet, Blink 182, Limp Biscut, Toby Keith, Fozzy, Elvis Presley, Godsmack, Metallica, Garbage, Nine Inch Nails, oUtcast, Pink, Puddle of Mudd, Scarling Sister of Mercy, Three Days Grace, Smile Empty Soul, Trisha Yearwood, System of the Down...the list goes on and on, I'll add to it as I think of them! |